Tuesday, February 28, 2006
` 12:58 AM
today was mundane. went to office with a half dead face. din feel like talking. jus feelin like sleepin my way through. listened to calls while i was half asleep till the person on the other line had to practically screamed "HELLO?!?!" before i mumbled ya. today was the last day clare will be sitting beside me. crappin session is officially over frm today onwards. no more niao-in and being crazy with her. pokin at her hips so see her jump and touchin her chin lol. oh man i do sound sadistic.
suddenly the urge to go backpackin came flooding back. was hearing clare talknig bout the fun and memorable stuffs she did when she backpacked the whole of europe. it was an eye opener and super nice. i wish i had the money and the time and the right company to go through this. its jus so fun. carryin a huge haversack and navigate ur way through the unfamiliar terrain and experiencin a whole new culture and entering a new world. taking train rides across countries and meetin new ppl. it sounds fun and jus my type of adventure lol.
went orchard to have dinner w adelene. was tired by the time i reached home. wed is coming soon and was pretty bothered by it. . my mind is always screwed up at this point of time. anxiety and uncertainity is manifestin inside me... fuck it.. as usual. .. wat the fuck...